We have the test results – a female voice
announces through the holes by my ear
I watch the ceiling light shatter on the surface
of my tea into shards of disconnected brightness
I read somewhere that babies can see in the womb
through their blurry eyes – I squint at the cup
and imagine you seeing waves of sun,
shadows and light from your watery orb
There is an abnormality – she persists, and my ear
tries to hear, I press my overextended belly against
the cold porcelain sink – the phone cord stretching
out, uncoiling from the wall to my fist – I wonder,
can you sense fear through the cord
that tethers your life to mine
It is a rare chromosome deletion – she adds,
as if discussing a uniquely minted coin
I feel the damp from the porcelain seeping through
my blouse, watch an ant slip in a drop of water –
a black exclamation point in a translucent period –
it is drowning in the puddle pooling around the silver rim
a stranger’s voice speaks through my mouth,
what does this mean – it asks
the answer comes encrypted: Milestones rolling over
small cranium or enlarged head in cases low set ears
syndactyly of toes and fingers impossible to say for sure
we arrange a meeting to decode the indecipherable –
I return the phone to its cradle
I return to my tea pouring it down the drain
knowing we can no longer trust it’s taste
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Lianne Kamp lives in the Boston area. Her work has appeared in a number of literary journals and online publications including Poetry Quarterly, Tuck Magazine, Rattle’s Ekphrastic Challenge, Poets Reading the News, Scarlet Leaf Review, Haiku Journal, Three Line Poetry, and elsewhere.
Photo: Rubén Bagüés